Uncertainty

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Uncertainty

`Coalinga 1 /2 way ' by Sam Shepard is an interesting portrayal of the nature of writing that is characteristic for this author . Part of a book that contains a series of similar stories , this short narrative is an emblem of the phenomena of uncertainty . It not only talks about this state for one person , but actually , for life in general . A feeling of intense solitude and pessimism is a distinguishing feature in the story It primarily features the emotional state of

a person , who has just left his wife and child for his lover the latter on the other hand is to leave with her husband - something that is disclosed only at the end

The story depicts the immense emotional challenge of being at a crossroad in life , and having to choose between two ways that go completely opposite . Initially , the dilemma of the wife of the lead character is shown , accompanied by his unsure nature . He only resorts to telling her that he has left after he has left the house and is half way to his second destiny . This in turn tells us that not only he lacks sense of decision , but also the courage to disclose what he really feels . A similar trait is reflected when the wife insists that the child be told about this venture by the father himself . So it turns out that the gentlemen did not muster up the required nerves to disclose it to his family members in person

This also depicts the shallow and under confident nature of the person Though it is a decision that he has taken which is anybody 's right , but he seems afraid of facing the consequences and hence he has restrained himself from explaining this to his wife on her face . He was uncertain about the reaction of the wife and hence he thought of doing it on the telephone . A hidden feeling of insecurity is also visible through this act . For if it were to be assumed that his act is the best way to go forward , then he should have not considered it right to do it in a sort of hideout

The story then takes its turn towards its end when we realize that the lady for whom he has left his family , is not willing to do the same with him she already has plans with her husband . Here , he is left hanging and asks the symbolic last question , Where am I supposed to go ' The overall defeatist attitude , and the ultimate failure of this person speaks of how the author tends to portray the nature of his actions . It seems that the scriber does not agree with the decision that he has made , and thus ultimately punishes him to be left standing nowhere . With a negative impression overall , and dejected members of the story in not being sure as to which way life is going to turn the next moment

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